I did it!!
Round one down, five to go!
I was so confident when I woke up but as the day went on my confidence slipped. I had a minor breakdown as Maria cannulated me and really thought this was the end. She couldnt get a vein to start with so that really set me on edge. I do not want to end up with a line in so I hope the bloody things are going to behave themselves in future!! I had all my support sitting with me (we looked like the flaming Adams family) so i felt a bit stupid crying over something that is going to cure me! Theres a thought...if we are the Adams family, who would be who? At the moment I'm clearly cousin It, obviously morphing into uncle fester.. Christ what is my life
Once my chemo was goung in I went really blurry eyed, I was over the flipping moon because I thought she'd spiked my syringe with vodka but no... apparently thats a lovely side effect (I was a bit shit scared to be honest)
I haven't quite managed to have a wee yet, but hold on to your bladders people - You should know me by now, its coming! Pictures will follow obviously
I'm home with strict instructions to get my jammies on, lie in bed, eat something small and relax.....so taxi is ordered for 7pm, all night boogie, greasy kebab and fall asleep in last night's clothes, anyone wanna come?
Like I would dare, there would be a witching party looking for me
The only side effect I have at the moment is a slight headache, so I'm going to do as I'm bid and pack it up for the night.
I cant express how much everyone's support has been for me, each and every one of you have made me smile, and cry, but mostly smile. Thank you so so so much
Round two, come at me you bitch (I am so laughing at myself right now, when i feel like ive been kicked all over tomorrow I wont be so positive) ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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